Stressed

It has been how long since i posted a blog post here..

More than half a year i think..

Many things happened..

And i dunno how to say it..

My life..

My burden..

My job..

It seems never-ending and i am getting more stressed nowadays..

Maybe someday i will lose my smile too..

I was involved with some kinda insurance agent job recently..

And it freaks me out, and i so wanna give up..

I always stay away from agents as i feel they are too horrible..

I tried making myself not like one, but..

It seems that my so-called upline is too horrible for what i can accept..

That is your FULL TIME job..

You can put all your time and energy there..

I am just doing it for PART TIME..

I cannot totally follow what you do..

I hope you understand..

I tried explaining to you..

But it seems that the things do not get into your ears!

I wanna do it to earn extra income so that when i spend on something, i don't have to think so much..

I don't wanna be like your seniors..

I don't wanna finish installment of a bungalow in 3 years..

I don't wanna have a Merc or a BMW..

I just wanna lead my life as simple as i can..

But you are really giving me so much stress..

And, i am sorry to say, i can't take it anymore!!

Maybe i should just fully concentrate on my work now and hope that bosses will see my efforts one day..

I shall stop here..